I love you

I know we throw that around quite often when we bid good night to one another, but when the situation calls for it that we must say it to put the point across, then do not hesitate.

Love is powerful in its own way, isn't it?

Those three words, when spoken at the right time, will produce such wonderful results. Don't you agree?

Just wanted to share...

I placed this in my blog as well, but I thought I'd share this with you here as well, Syusuke. I'm sure the lyrics are self-explanatory when taken as a whole. The artist is Karen Carpenter with the song title 'You'.

You are the one who makes me happy

When everything else turns to gray

Yours is the voice that wakes me mornings

And sends me out into the day

You are the crowd that sits quiet list'ning to me

And all the mad sense I make

You are one of the few things worth remembering

And since it's all true, how could anyone mean more to me than you.

Sorry if sometimes I look past you

There's no one beyond your eyes

Inside my head the wheels are turning

Hey sometimes I'm not so wise

You are my heart and my soul, my inspiration

Just like the old love song goes

You are one of the few things worth remembering

And since it's all true, how could anyone mean more to me than you

You are my heart and my soul, my inspiration

Just like the old love song goes

You are one of the few things worth remembering...

And since it's all true, how could anyone mean more to me than you.

So I noticed...

*adjusts glasses*

I will find other fitting pictures to display, Syusuke.

But for now, I believe I would want to deviate attention from this to something a little bit more trivial.

Say.... looking for more ideas for the roleplays?

As response to that...

I shall direct you to the snapshot section of our blog.

^________________^

Syusuke...

Need I inquire where you're storing all those photos?

Even I don't know about them. -____-||

But worry not. I have my own collection as well. Perhaps I'll post them another time.

*adjusts glasses*

Since I am bored

I shall post some random things.

^____________^

First of! the Casual Collection. (You should wear these more often)









And I seem to have found one from the formal wear section:



And how could I forget the School Uniform?











And of course the "Tezuka in his Jersey" shots:





And here's one of my personal favorites





Aren't they great?

^_________^

TAU

To some it may just be an acronym of this blog, but there's also a reason why I picked that title.

In a certain language it can be read as "Tayo" which means "us". And that's how things are now, right. It's always "us". Neither is really alone even when it seems like it.

I know you're worried about me, Mitsu and believe me that I am slightly worried about everything to.

But I'll be careful tomorrow, I promise. I won't let my sickness tie me down and be the cause of weakness.

Alright?

So please don't worry about it too much, love.

I'm just worried

I know you can handle your own, Syusuke, but the fact of the matter is, I'm more worried than I can say. For the third time, I feel so powerless being unable to physically be around to ensure your safety... I'm annoyed at myself because of it.

As much as my heart is aching at leaving you alone to deal with these problems... I will put my trust in you.

That's not...

That's completely off-topic, Syusuke...

-///////-

*clears throat*

And since when have you been embarrassed to admit a few things to me? I honestly find that strange.

To go off-topic for a minute, I would like to point out that I am still in the dark as to the identity of our Physics Lab professor.

-________-

*chuckles*

Don't feel bad, Mitsu. It's alright.

Now we'll just have to find someways to make some more memories to override what has happened, right?

I wonder what we could do...

How about looking at this, then?



Aren't you the cutest thing?

*looks away*

I didn't intend to make you feel guilty about it...

Even I find it frustrating at times and sometimes wish I had approached it differently. But I guess it's the one thing that will continue making both of us ponder too much on it once the topic arises. So let's just try our best to override it with something else.

A powerful, a very happy memory to overlap it, hopefully.

Hmmm...

Saa..you're just making me feel guilty right now for not being able to adapt back then. But please understand that it wasn't an easy situation for me at all..

To be honest, the memory itself is enough to push me to tears up to this day. It something that would always hurt everytime I would look back into it.

I admit, that what we have been through has been my fault and happened because of my shortcomings when it came to this relationship.

I understand, Mitsu.

I understand why it happened and it kills me just thinking about it. Especially now that I see what was the back story of it all.

It's frustrating, annoying, disappointing and depressing.

Restless Sleep

Despite the 'order' given to me by my mother to retire to bed (after experiencing two days of traffic), lying in bed amidst the darkness did not allow me to wisk away too quickly to dreamland. Thoughts and ideas were bouncing about my head even as I closed my eyes. Such thoughts and ideas are what kept me up for at least half an hour or more before I was finally able ot settle into quiet slumber.

Syusuke... You have been a witness time and again to my constant indecision on things. At times you were hurt by my decisions or just couldn't fully adapt to them enough to allow us to call such a decision a good decision. We're constantly on edge.

But it's nothing to worry ourselves over for now. I'll continue making observations for the time being and hope we can arrive at a point where we don't need to be worried about my indecision.

You'll be glad to know...

I spent my entire day sleeping up to now. 

I just woke up to eat and then went back to sleep. Saa...now that I think of it, I might have a hard time getting sleepy tonight. 

Unless a little kitten decides that I should still sleep early, that is.

^________^

You know...

It's comforting to know that at least you won't be pushing yourself to do things, Syusuke. That'll be enough for the time being.

While I have time before my next class, I might as well stop over and remind you to rest. The weather around here is hectic with the heavy downpour of rain only minutes ago. I've seen quite a number of freshmen moving around campus (I already spotted an underclassman of mine from Seishun High earlier), and thankfully they're not as lost as they should be with the absence of a proper tour.

I will only hope that you are resting up alright and will look forward to chatting with you as our usual practice this evening. I will only hope that nobody else from the regulars will needlessly bother me over certain things. Kikumaru was thankfully the only one I managed to talk to yesterday. I do not want to be hounded by the rest of them and made fun of else they'll be off running laps.

-_________-||

I will apologize as well for staying late last night past the time I allotted myself to get to bed for the first day today. There's only one reason for that, which I'm sure you're well aware of. I am stubborn for so many reasons, and this is probably one of them. Forgive me for that and I hope that you will just be able to overlook it while I sort things out.

Aww..

This is one of the things that I love about you, Mitsu. You're able to show so much love and concern with a few sentences.

How the regulars would faint and how Inui would pay anything to record that.

^_____________^

I'll take good care of myself, I promise. So don't let your mind side-track tomorrow on your first day of classes for the semester, alright?

I figured

You should focus on recouperating as quick as you can, then. Don't strain yourself and give yourself more trouble and just REST. We will have plenty of other chances to see each other this semester.

Remember, Syusuke... Everything will be pointless if you force yourself to do things. We're in a time and age when people are going ballistic over people who are sick.

Stay at home, stay in bed and just rest.

Happy? You might mean ecstatic

The regulars would be totally excited once they find out about that certain car, Mitsu.

After all, I'm sure they put that in their chapter out of pure fancy and whatnot.

Setting that aside. I might not be able to meet up with you tomorrow. I have a slight cold today and I'm taking necessary precautions since the teachers wouldn't let those with colds even enter the rooms.

^_______^;;

I know, Syusuke

Then don't. Nobody's forcing you to think things in that manner. Things will be fine.

We'll take care of the little kitten. That's for sure.

And another thing. The rest of the Regulars should be happy to know that my family does own a black car I could possibly be allowed to drive when I get my license already.

-___________-

That's scary

Mitsu, I don't really want to visualize what could happen if things DID follow exactly what we wrote. Our imagination scares me...

The events that we went through were pretty harsh as it is. I don't really want anything harsher. Especially in my position right now.

We don't want anything happening to the little kitten now, do we?

^____________________^

Now that I think about it...

With so many doubts in my mind through it all, we did get through all the hurdles we've encountered... This won't be any different.

Besides...

*adjusts glasses*

If things, in one way or another, follow the roleplay we do...

*knocks on wood*

(though not to the extent of actually doing what we've described )

Then things will be alright. We'll be alright.

I never left your side anyway...

No matter how it may have seem like it, Mitsu, I have never left your side.

I always held on to us and what we have, believing that we'll get through whatever we are up against as long as we are together.

Don't worry, love. We've been through a lot.

We made it before and we most definitly will make it now.

Decisions

I need to get this off my chest, Syusuke...

I called you up and we spoke about it late last night, I know. And I apologize that you... had to hear those things from me of all people.

But... I definitely don't want to keep things from you any longer, Syusuke.

Because of that... I want to make sure that we get through this hurdle once more together. Let's not leave one another behind anymore.

Just trust me on it. We'll get through it all.

Ah yes..that.

Of course I know what the widget is for, after all it's not blatantly placed there, isn't it?

^_________^

And don't worry so much, Mitsu. I'm not letting my guard down.

Hmm...I'm getting hungry..maybe I should get something to eat.

*points to new widget*

I figured you'd be interested to know I've added that for the blog...

I'm assuming you, being the genius you are, know what it's counting down to.

*adjusts glasses*

And if memory serves, your 3pm class is your Journalism class with... him, correct?

Don't let your guard down when you're in Seigaku, Syusuke.

The Joys of Internet

Yes, Kunimitsu. I did go to school today and I am currently at Seigaku's internet center.

It's kinda nice to have easy access, don't you think?

Anyway. I have a class at around 3 and it's only 1:50 here so....fun fun fun.

^____^

At Home Once Again

There really isn't much to do when you're at home.....

If I had my way, I'd already drag someone off to the Sports Club and play a match with them...

-________-

*adjusts glasses*

Well, today, at least, I have my cousin Ikari-kun coming over today to spend the day here as he has nothing else to busy himself with at his house. It'll give me something to distract myself from the computer the rest of the day, I suppose.

By now, Syusuke should be in class already... assuming he went to school today.

*sighs*

Oh well. We'll find out this evening.

If You Say So

Alright, fine.

But if the rest of the Regulars and Rokkaku start going out of line with requests or what not, I won't hesitate to make them run laps.

And I'm not all that particular with blog layouts. What's more important is the content, anyway. For me, at least.

It won't be that bad

Look on the bright side, Mitsu. At least now we'll be able to actually interact with the people who support us.

After all, we pretty much owe it to them as to why we ended up this far, don't we?

^_______^

And if the layout (the seaside sunset) unsettles you so much, feel free to change it as you please.

It's also your blog.

Blogging

You didn't have to indicate that (Fuji Post 1) as your title, Syusuke. People will find out who wrote the entry one way or another. But I guess we can let it slide for the time being.

I agree with you that this blog idea Masato-sensei pointed out is actually a bit more interactive than our TYDK and TIWtK chapters, so we're able to express a few more things more efficiently and up-to-date as compared to those.

*adjusts glasses*

And why wouldn't I agree with this idea, Syusuke? I've already gone 60+ chapters into TIWtK, so you would at least give me the benefit of the doubt that I would be willing to do something like this...

As for the layout.......

Does it really have to be like this? The ambiance is a little... unsettling, despite it being artistic. But if you picked it, I'm fine by it, Syusuke.

.......

I just realized that by blogging, people would find out I actually have a lot of things to actually point out more than I would actually say out loud. We're doomed.

-_______-|||

Fuji Post 1

Saa, I think this blog is a good idea. I can now freely say and react to what I usually don't say in TYDK

*chuckle*

I do hope Kunimitsu agrees with the idea though, after all, there's still a chance that he won't.

So let's see...I guess this is something that is more interactive than the chapters that I publish out there and that makes everything more fun.

Hmm..

Kunimitsu, what do you think of the layout? I picked it myself.