Hmmm...

Saa..you're just making me feel guilty right now for not being able to adapt back then. But please understand that it wasn't an easy situation for me at all..

To be honest, the memory itself is enough to push me to tears up to this day. It something that would always hurt everytime I would look back into it.

I admit, that what we have been through has been my fault and happened because of my shortcomings when it came to this relationship.

I understand, Mitsu.

I understand why it happened and it kills me just thinking about it. Especially now that I see what was the back story of it all.

It's frustrating, annoying, disappointing and depressing.