To See Each Other

Semester's practically over for the both of us....

And it wouldn't be long until I go on that trip to Bangkok as well with my family and relatives.

So until then, while you're still nearby, I guess I want to spend as much time as I can with you.

Everyday is not likely an understatement anymore; after all, we've been at it for a while and we're happily still seeing each other, ne?

To pursue to see each other despite the minor setbacks of colds and coughs, I guess, is amazing. And I wouldn't have it any other way.

And another thing...

In times like these, Syusuke... I can't help but want happiness for you. To provide it for you.

Compared to me, I'm well aware of the hardships you're going through. Even back then.

So every single time... I want to offer you that chance to be happy. To see a genuine smile on your face without having to worry about anything else. To just lose yourself in your company with me...

Sometimes I think I'm not doing a good job of it, but you always have your own unique way of telling me that I'm succeeding in that task.

I want to be the person who could always and will always make you happy no matter what...

That just seeing me... just being around me... and being by my side... is enough for that happiness to be felt.

"I'll be happy as long as you're happy. "

But I'm most happy when we can find happiness for both of us. Without regrets.

^________^

I'll love you forever, Syusuke.

And if I had a choice, I'd fervently long to be with you every waking moment of my life; to be in your arms and constantly remind you that as long as there's you in my life whom I could love with everything I am, then there isn't anything else I should trouble myself with.

I'm here for you. Always.

We have our little misunderstandings... But I want us to get through them without constantly feeling bad about what was said or done to the point of having to feign anger towards the other.

Optimism. Positivity. Honesty. Sincerity.

I know this sounds rather silly coming from me (especially the positivity part), but I'm sure we can avoid future problems that way. I know how much of a sincere person you are, Syusuke.

But I also know how possessive you sometimes are with me.... and I of you. The point of the matter is... let's be a little lax and don't pull on the leash too tight, okay? We might end up suffocating one another in the process.

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I guess that's all I can squeeze out of me for tonight. It's close to midnight and I need to wake up early tomorrow. See you then. I love you.

I believe you

I always think that. I always do. And I'll have to agree and return that statement.

I love you, Syusuke. Very, very much.

No matter what happens, whatever the situation, I believe you.

Ne...

Kunimitsu...whatever will happen for the next few days, remember that I will always..ALWAYS love you, alright?

No matter what happens, we will always be together. As I've heard from somewhere, "There's no one other person that I will ever love more than I love you."

In These Times

Mitsu, even if it's just been a day since we saw each other I already miss you so much. Just like you...I've been craving for your company more and more each passing day.

If it's because of the flood and the storm, I'm not really sure. But whatever it is, I just want nothing more than to be with you.

I've gotten wind that I won't be able to go home for a few more weeks.

That and the fact that I have a few more requirements to finish for school.

It's infuriating, I tell you.

Mitsu...I love you so much..and I need you now more than ever.

Let's get through this, ne?

Time with Each Other

After the effects of the typhoon that plagued us, it's a relief to see you after so long, Syusuke.

Being able to just hold you so close to me...

It's something I've begun to crave for more often.

The fact that you were able to stay over here with me was relieving.

Amidst the rainfall that started up once again...

I only wish and pray that you stay safe...

I love you, Fuji Syusuke. So... so... so much.