And another thing...

In times like these, Syusuke... I can't help but want happiness for you. To provide it for you.

Compared to me, I'm well aware of the hardships you're going through. Even back then.

So every single time... I want to offer you that chance to be happy. To see a genuine smile on your face without having to worry about anything else. To just lose yourself in your company with me...

Sometimes I think I'm not doing a good job of it, but you always have your own unique way of telling me that I'm succeeding in that task.

I want to be the person who could always and will always make you happy no matter what...

That just seeing me... just being around me... and being by my side... is enough for that happiness to be felt.

"I'll be happy as long as you're happy. "

But I'm most happy when we can find happiness for both of us. Without regrets.

^________^

I'll love you forever, Syusuke.

And if I had a choice, I'd fervently long to be with you every waking moment of my life; to be in your arms and constantly remind you that as long as there's you in my life whom I could love with everything I am, then there isn't anything else I should trouble myself with.

I'm here for you. Always.

We have our little misunderstandings... But I want us to get through them without constantly feeling bad about what was said or done to the point of having to feign anger towards the other.

Optimism. Positivity. Honesty. Sincerity.

I know this sounds rather silly coming from me (especially the positivity part), but I'm sure we can avoid future problems that way. I know how much of a sincere person you are, Syusuke.

But I also know how possessive you sometimes are with me.... and I of you. The point of the matter is... let's be a little lax and don't pull on the leash too tight, okay? We might end up suffocating one another in the process.

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I guess that's all I can squeeze out of me for tonight. It's close to midnight and I need to wake up early tomorrow. See you then. I love you.